I am so grateful to be sober. I’m grateful to be on vaction with my family. I’m grateful Timmy is on vaction with us. I’m grateful for Disney World, for AA while I’m away, for my friends at home, for a safe flight, my sponsor, my sponsees, and the warm weather.
Gooood morning my friends (: As always, I hope you had a lovely weekend and are ready to tackel the week ahead.
I’m comin at yah live from Walt Disney World and while previously when I’ve been away I’ve written like normal - I really need this time off. What I will leave you with is -
I was sitting in the airport waiting to board and I was SO anxious. About the plane falling from the sky, not getting our bags into the overhead, if we’re delayed how we’ll get there blah blah blah. And truly it just smacked me in the face that if I’m so worried about all of these things, where’s God.
And immediatley the next day and still a little today I started to future trip about if I get promoted next year will I be able to come to Disney (key work on getting promoted is the if)?? Who will cover me?? Will they reject my time off?
But yet again - where is God in that? So today I’d like to be present on our vaction. The one week a year that I don’t have to be an adult and my biggest deicision is, do I want the Mickey Rice Krispie or the Mickey Ice Cream bar?
But when it doubt today, when anxious, when. in the future, when lost in your mind or not very present, sometimes it’s as simple as asking - Where’s God?
xx
Jane